A week more to my social studies and english national exams and yet..
I'm still hesitating to take a step futher. Even if it's just an inch, i panicked. I'm petrified, paranoid to disclose my darkest secret unintentionally.
I can't help being afraid. I dislike to show the frail side of me. But after knowing that you did not intend to accept my doings, my heart actually sank. It shows that i've been doing too many meaningless stuffs for you. I didn't know you're ready to take off to the climax. Never for once, you show a determination to do something right. Never. Sometimes i'm wondering if you're taking eveything for granted. You want freedom, but have you ever thought of how to even seal it? You're good in keeping things to yourself, you're even a professional in venting your frustations in any manner. You just care about yourself, you wouldn't care about other people around you. You wouldn't even know that you've actually hurt them deeply. I admire the way when you would care less about anything just to satisfy your wants instead of needs. I don't know when will you realise the horrible mistake that was fault 11 months ago on her. I just hope you'll know that time and tide waits for no man.
- gasp
Back to serious talk here. First thing first..
ANYONE WANTS TO DATE ME OUT ON THURSDAY FOR A MOVIE?! LOL.
I need to watch "I love you, Beth Cooper" badly.
This blonde is effing hawt! : Hayden Panettiere
Secondly, i'll need Anu's composition sooooooooooooooooooooon before i'll get r.i.p during my english paper T_T
