Welcome, patronizer! :P

I wonder if we're living in different dimensions. We're not the same like anymore. I feel so upset. I wanna burst into tears and cry all my heart out. I can't help but blaming myself for too dependent on your existence. It's only because of you, my whole world become dull and meaningless. Is it really fate that has brought us together or was it just our own point of view? I don't get it. I don't get what you are and who you are to me. Why have you appeared in my life, making life seems easy and carefree to me but now, making life seems ridiculous to me. I cried and laugh while thinking those times when we were so close, too close, that no one could ever break us apart. I don't like this feeling. You're too true, too perfect for my to handle easily.

Yes. I used to be so strong that i can overcome every difficulties and absurd emotions i encounter. I don't know if that was my true self or was it just a mask that is hiding my fear, my weakness. Maybe she's right. My occupation is a student. So i should jolly well just be a good one, like you.