imsohawt

THAT'S MY BABY

2010-05-29T00:30:00.001+08:00

If only i have a baby this powderful...

Midnight conversation

2010-05-28T02:51:00.002+08:00

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
LLALALALAALALA

Pearlyn says:
crazy ah

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
OI SMS ME WITH YOUR NUMBER AGAINNNNNN .I LOST ALL DE CONTACTSSSSSSSSS
AND IM NOT CRAZY OKAY

Pearlyn says:
aww
too bad lor
i think i don't have your contact also
o.o

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
......
wtf
WTF
YOU NEVER SAVE MY NUMBER?
********

Pearlyn says:
LOL
really dont have

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
........
go save leh
and sms me .=x

Pearlyn says:
sms you for what
^^

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
lost your number what
arbo you give me your number la .=.=

Pearlyn says:
say please and i might consider

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
please<3

Pearlyn says:
LOL
you didn't read my sentence properly huh

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
might consider what .LOL

Pearlyn says:
MIGHT

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
idiot

Pearlyn says:
i see you small give you la
want my autograph or not?

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
LOL
no need
your autograph not needed

Pearlyn says:
haiz
heartbroken

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
can change autograph onot.
your hug/kiss > autograph .^^

Pearlyn says:
wait long ^^

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
...
kns
lol
faster leh .numberrr

Pearlyn says:
9023
****
guess the number

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
...........................
walaos!
HOW TO GUESS

Pearlyn says:
(s)
LOL

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
YOU VERY BAD LORRRRRRRR.
T_T

Pearlyn says:
8201 la
kns

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
seriously just sms me instead .=xxxx

Pearlyn says:
no
i'm lazy
i just read 32 tweets via sms
lazy already -.-

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
LOLLLL
omfg
you got twitter
LOL

Pearlyn says:
what?
WHY?
CANNOT?

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
LOL
I GOT ALSO MA
=X

Pearlyn says:
i'm not going to follow you

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
i never ask you to follow

Pearlyn says:
and you're not going to follow me

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
=(
you
treat
me
very

Pearlyn says:
so

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
badly

Pearlyn says:
kind

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
you
suck
=(
i
hate

Pearlyn says:
i'm HOT

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
you

Pearlyn says:
thanks ah

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
on aircon lor

Pearlyn says:
hehe
Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
nah i love you la .=D

Pearlyn says:
this guy!!
keep asking for my bra size
super funny

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
who?LOL

Pearlyn says:
LOL
idk

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
LOLLLL

Pearlyn says:
some irritating fellow
always ask me to cam
-.-

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
den you tell " 36F" can already
LOL

Pearlyn says:
LOL

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
you got cam meh.-.-

Pearlyn says:
NICE ONE
got
i didn't plug in only
:x

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
LOL chey
wow that guy is

Pearlyn says:
i plug in all the perverts surely ask for cam
agree

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
LOL.
AHAHAAHA coolio .=x

Pearlyn says:
OMG
I SHOW YOU WHAT I TYPE

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
..? what

Pearlyn says:
LMAO

: ] says:
just a b c or d
Pearlyn says:
oh
i don't really know
: ] says:
estomate?
estimate
Pearlyn says:
my friend just said mine looks like F
: ] says:
wtf?

SIBEI HO CHIO

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
LOL
wow..LOL
n1.LOL

Pearlyn says:
high five

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
singaporean with F cup is really hard to find.LOL

Pearlyn says:
LOL

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
LOL
seriously what.LOL
oi go save my number lehhh
anyway how you know him one

Pearlyn says:
tmr then i save la
now charging phone

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
lol
mafan, tmr you wont save de..LOL

Pearlyn says:
through online
LOL
since you say pls then of cos i will save

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
lol...okay
yoiu say de .=p

Pearlyn says:
: ] says:
lol
u wear bra no size one meh
Pearlyn says:
i wear bra don't see size
: ] says:
go check eh

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
LOL
you go turn him on by saying " you wanna help me? "
LOL

Pearlyn says:
LOL
SMACK YOU

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
walao
how can you smack me
=x

Pearlyn says:
i try typing that

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
LOL
he will say ' okay"
LOL

Pearlyn says:
i'm gonna post that on my blog

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
LOL
post his email as well
LOL

Pearlyn says:
Pearlyn says:
lazy
you wanna help me?
: ] says:
yea...

LOL
omg
he ask to meet up
your fault

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
LOL
omg
omg
=x
sorry darlingggggggggg.=p

Pearlyn says:
then now what?
say yes meet at where?
rofl

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
tell him " cannot "
fuck you no way
=.=
aiya
just blockk him .=D

Pearlyn says:
nooooooooooo
he's so fun
LOL

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
LOL
more like turned on by him
=p

Pearlyn says:
chey!
please man
i don't like guys who are THAT honry
horny*

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
LOL

Pearlyn says:
he always 1st qns is: wanna cam?
-_-

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
LOLLLLLLLL

Pearlyn says:
annoying

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
hahahahahahaha

Pearlyn says:
OMG
I CLOSED HIS CONVERSATION

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
what..?LOL

Pearlyn says:
PHUCK

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
LOLLLLL
no chatlog?

Pearlyn says:
what's chatlog?

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
.........
wtf
msn chatlog la

Pearlyn says:
i'm a msn idiot ok

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
............
n1

Pearlyn says:
how the hell i know
i only know how to come in and clear email

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
LOLLLL

Pearlyn says:
^^

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
seriously.
my eyes must be pajiao when i started to call you darl last time ..LOLL.

Pearlyn says:

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
lol
what's with de sad face.=p

Pearlyn says:
it's for guys to fall into my trap!

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
LOLLLL.
WTF SAD FACE = FOR GUYS TO FALL INTO YOUR TRAP
and i shld be llucky that i never fall in be4 .=x

Pearlyn says:
why?
LOL
HAHA
THAT'S BCUZ YOU'RE NOT STRAIGHT
sigh..

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
......i not straight..??..
wtf oi i 101% man only

Pearlyn says:
OMG
THAT'S EVEN WORSE
too man = gay still

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
wtf.?!
WTF
......
walao
i talk to you confirm lose one

Pearlyn says:
you should just stop at 100%

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
LOL

Pearlyn says:

since i can't post my bra conversation in my blog
then i shall post yours

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
i really pajiao to have you as my darl .......LOL.
WTF
WTF
OI
=.=

Pearlyn says:
anything more to say?

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
yeah
you suck
=x

Pearlyn says:
what is it?
oh..
i suck but still got so many idiots want me
LOL

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
ya lor
want you .for body nia .=x

Pearlyn says:
yeah.. that's very disappointing

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
very.
not like me .innocent
pure
=x
do not post this on your blog ah

Pearlyn says:
you innocent?!
PLS LA

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
ofcos i innocent la.

Pearlyn says:
INNOCENT WILL KNOW SG GOT VERY RARE 'F SIZE' BOOBS?

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
LOL
tht's common sense

Pearlyn says:
i don't even know it

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
you stupid ma
=x
k laaaaaaaa
i go watch tv first.

Pearlyn says:
kk
enjoy your show

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
you sleeping soon?

Pearlyn says:
no
gonna rot somewhere in my house

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
okay .when i watch finish .continue debating.LOL
DEN I'LL SMS YOU .^^

Pearlyn says:
prolly i'm going soon
LOL

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
LOL

Pearlyn says:
IGNORE YOUR DAMN SMS

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
.
fuck you how can you ignore my sms
lol
i bite you den you know

Pearlyn says:
can reach me then mention about 'bite'
hahahaha

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
you say one

Pearlyn says:
LOOOOOOOOOOSER

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
let's meet up

Pearlyn says:
LOL?

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
=D
Pearlyn says:
sorry ah
not free

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
LOL
WA
USE THIS TYPE ON ME .=x
okay lor
aiya i go watch tv first
show starting le .

Pearlyn says:
k la
go la
WHAT CHNL

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
if you off den i sms you .=D
uh ...... recorded show.=x

Pearlyn says:
PUI
what show
say leh
i also want to watch

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
invincible youth .

Pearlyn says:
what's the title!!!

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
korean show .

Pearlyn says:
EEEEEEEEEW

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
variety*

Pearlyn says:
YOU SUCK

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
---

Pearlyn says:
GO AWAY WITH YOUR KOREAN VARIETY SHOW

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
LOL
dont want
how can you shoo me like this .

Pearlyn says:
i go watch china drama
LOL

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
LOL
CHEENA
OMG
WCG.
=X

Pearlyn says:
WHAT

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
"wa, china girl "
LOL

Pearlyn says:
you jiak sai

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
wcg lor .LOL
LOL

Pearlyn says:
!@#$^

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
bleh

Pearlyn says:
WCG FTW

Mervyn Tay - Jackjack. www.onli-have-u-in-me.blogspot.com says:
i go watch first .ltr sms. dont talk to that guy anymore hor .rawr

Pearlyn says:
roar?
lion?
go la
i also going off

-THE END (he went off and so did i)-

Masterpiece

2010-05-28T01:31:00.004+08:00

Done reading the book 'the lost symbol' i'm left with nothing to read now geez ';...;' Now i'm so free so i'll post videos that was taken by me quite some time ago. Just watch it if you're bored ok!

(DAMN 9MINS VIDEO TAKE SO LONG TO UPLOAD) to be continued...

Book fettish relaspe

2010-05-25T01:10:00.002+08:00

Woooooooooooooooow i finally got my book!! 'The lost symbol' Heehehee. I'm gonna use this book to kill my unnecessary thoughts (but i know it can't zzz)
DAMNSHYTZPOOTZFUCK. I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT YOU AND YOU!!! WHY?!?!?!?!
I DON'T WANT TO MAKE A CHOICE BTWN YOU TWO CUZ YOU THINK IT'S EASY BUT IT'S DAMN EFFING NOT.

you guys are seriously the main cause of my insomnia [cool? (Y)]

Staring in space

2010-05-22T15:54:00.002+08:00

Are you the one who insist to stay or am i the one who can't bring myself to let you go?

You're just so perfect. I'm hesitating to even imagine what's like in the future
You won't understand how terrible i'm feeling now....

Preliminary killer..

2010-04-30T19:07:00.004+08:00

Haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Healthcare.. Terrorism.. Venice... Globalisation.. Moles, Chemical bonding, Acids&Bases, Redox, Alkenes&Alkanes etcetc (thumps down)

OHOHOHOH~

In this mv, i believe only one of them looks nice.

asdf

2010-04-25T15:12:00.000+08:00

Pathetic...........

Very very

NOSCHOOOOOOOOOOOL

2010-04-08T09:35:00.002+08:00

DAMNZXCSZXC CHECKUPCHECKUPCHECKUP MAKE ME LAUGH C'MONNNNNNNNNN

LOOOOOOL

Naturally

2010-04-04T20:40:00.002+08:00

Life is getting boring that's why i'm back to blogging again and again trying to waste some time by using the computer.

I seriously hate homeworks but i kinda like to study.
But sad to say i'm currently addicted to daydreaming and listening to the newest hits in asia. Geeez.. Does anyone have the remedy to cure this damnshitz habit!?

Off to study for tmr's social studies test. -SPITS-

Studies

2010-02-24T21:57:00.002+08:00

Tired. Forget it. Think twice. Strive. Fuck it. Tears.

End of CNY

2010-02-16T22:37:00.000+08:00

It's the end of february's break. Time to mug and score.

Down

2010-02-12T00:32:00.002+08:00

I wonder if we're living in different dimensions. We're not the same like anymore. I feel so upset. I wanna burst into tears and cry all my heart out. I can't help but blaming myself for too dependent on your existence. It's only because of you, my whole world become dull and meaningless. Is it really fate that has brought us together or was it just our own point of view? I don't get it. I don't get what you are and who you are to me. Why have you appeared in my life, making life seems easy and carefree to me but now, making life seems ridiculous to me. I cried and laugh while thinking those times when we were so close, too close, that no one could ever break us apart. I don't like this feeling. You're too true, too perfect for my to handle easily.

Yes. I used to be so strong that i can overcome every difficulties and absurd emotions i encounter. I don't know if that was my true self or was it just a mask that is hiding my fear, my weakness. Maybe she's right. My occupation is a student. So i should jolly well just be a good one, like you.

With a whore

2010-01-18T23:27:00.002+08:00

I need a new and strong kite badly. Anyone wants to do/get me one? :D

Nice to be back

2010-01-17T14:57:00.002+08:00

After a long time of consideration, i decided to bring my blog back to earth again. This will be my 4th time reviving my pathetic blog. Nothing really special to post lately, everyday is about school, homeworks, tiredness and weekends-madness. I'm suppose to fly kite with Danial at 12pm today but my mom wants me to do some cleaning up so i've to push the time later (Danial is rotting in his grandma house currently) so i'm suppose to fly kite with him as soon as my spring cleaning is halfway done. Have to sign off, poof!

Notice

2009-12-17T20:33:00.001+08:00

My blog will be dead for the time being. I will post again soon after 18/12/09 or 20/12/09

Contradiction

2009-11-16T18:39:00.002+08:00

I'm enjoying my holidays at home watching taiwan dramas lmaoz. Going out with Anu tmr hope she won't send an aeroplane to meet me instead.

Somehow.. I'm having a good time here but not there..

PS: Turn to your faith to seek healing & you will eventually find your way out.

Out love is perfect

2009-10-29T23:56:00.003+08:00

Alas, we belong to the past. I will finally let you go now. We won't intrude into each others future. For one last time, I want to say it again before letting you go without any regrets. I love you, Nick. Cheers to you for giving me those very funny and dumb moments. Peace! ^_^

I never knew a love like this,
Finally opened up my eyes,
Never knew just one kiss,
Could ever wake me up inside.
And I hope it lasts forever,
Cos I'd walk a thousand miles
Just to feel like this.

Everyday is better than the last when I'm with you.
Don't think I can get much higher.
Everytime you come and put your hands on me,
Things you say to me,
It just feels so good.

Love like this...
Could make me wanna lose myself in you.

PS: Two becomes one, forever through all eternity

Reread

2009-10-28T12:29:00.000+08:00

You're mistaken. You don't lose at love if you fall in love. As long as you feel love, you've won.
Today, i've come with answers. And i'll answer them all.

Because i love you, i stand before you.
Because i love you, i talk to you.
Because i love you, i follow you around.
Because i love you, i care about you.
Because i love you, i won't leave you alone.
Because i love you, i laugh.
Because i love you, i meddle in your affairs.
Because i love you, i'm cheerful.
Because i love you, i don't cry.
If i'm healthy, sick, filled with joy, or glad, it's all because i love you.
There will definitely be times when i hurt you.
There'll also be times i make you lost.
I'll trouble you. And make you suffer. But that's also because i love you.
Everything. Everything. Everything is because i love you.
That's my answer.

Funny clown

2009-10-24T10:58:00.003+08:00

Yesterday's halloween party was awesome! Anas, Daniel, Anu, Farhanah, Roy and Umairah + me went for the 'train of terror' It was damn boring at first when they were introducing their famous animals to us until we reach the scariest part of the programme. We came to the 'Neverland' with lots of "sudden attack" from those damn human creatures/ghosts. I've to say, some of them looks funny, some of them looks scary, some of them looks disgusting and some of them smells nice LOL. I fell in love with the guy who scared me. Cos he smell like some strawberry balm. Super sweet smell when he said 'hi' back to me :x

Then we went for the 'Bridge of NO return' That was quite boring. But we had a little scare too. Those people were hiding behind trees to scare us.. Geez. Sometimes i got scared, sometimes i burst out laughing/smiling to them. Heavy make ups do wonders. At the end of the whole event, we went around like insanes to find scary people to take picture with. You guys can't get to see those pictures until my friend have uploaded them. Please wait a little longer k. I know you wanna see how ugly i look in those pictures :(

Almost 1140pm Farhanah's father came to fetch us to Jalan Kayu for our supper and he fetch every single one of us home too. Thank you Farhanah and Uncle! ^_^

I was still damn hyped when i get home so i decided to camwhore abit.

Get spooooooky!

2009-10-23T13:01:00.005+08:00

2 more hours before meeting my fags.. Daniel & Umairah shouldn't go to school today!@#$%^&*

I CAN'T WAIT TO GO TO THE NIGHT SAFARI AND GET ALL HYPED UP WITH SPOOKY PEOPLE AND SCENES! ROAR.

This should be it. I just can't help to fall in love with halloween season :3

LMAO

2009-10-20T13:17:00.004+08:00

JUST FOR GAGS SESSION:

1) Eat me beat me bite my bum, strip me whip me make me come, make me tremble moan and shout, come on baby freak me out

Comments
Anu: WTF. WHERE YOU GET ALL THIS

Roy: wth you da bian tai. LOL

Me: LOL. ZOMGWTFBBQ!

2) Your mama is so fat, when she sings, its over

Comment(s)
Me: LOLOL. DOOP-A-DOODLE.

Siloso Bitch!

2009-10-20T11:31:00.024+08:00

HAPPY HALLOWEEN BOOOOOOM!

PS: Kiff says i can't have a boyfriend!!

Remorse

2009-10-14T21:13:00.002+08:00

I didn't know she was waiting for me..
I didn't know she was yearning for the day that i'll come to visit her..
I neglected her. It is a fact.
I can't help feeling guilty and sorry..
I can't help crying when i start to look at her enduring all the pains even in her sleep..
But even though i'm at wrong, it will not be a bad idea to stay by her side now right?
I'm the worse, i know.

Rock the cradle

2009-09-29T23:06:00.005+08:00

I'm sooooooooo happy. I think i'm just satisfied with my accomplishment today; poa revision. LOL. Tmr will be physics and chemistry! Oh, i just bought for Evelyn jie's baby girl a big present! The present looks kinda fun and interesting. Too bad i didn't had the chance to take a picture of the 'car' :(

Look at her!! -shines spotlight-

Kawaiineh :3

PS: It was just like how i remember you telling me that we're going to get married, have our own babies and live happily ever after.

Night fever

2009-09-28T23:46:00.002+08:00

I was watching a crystal clear dream, an eternity so tender.
A faint voice like the wind is calling me from up high in the sky.
If we fly off, we can go anywhere.
If a fragment of the future can be seen between the held hands, then in the light, everything, words and thoughts, sway back and forth.
I'll be sure to pass them to you, in the distance, without leaving anything behind.

PS: SOME IDIOT DID NOT REPLY MY SMS FOR ALMOST 22hours! :(

Anticipated

2009-09-27T21:41:00.003+08:00

Bad news: Phobia2 sucks. The stories are kinda dumb and weird. Everyone dies. It's only the sound effect that is making the entire movie look scary lawl. Frankly speaking, there are some disturbing scenes too. Uber gross-some. But my peanuts can still be disgested though cuz of some super hilarious scenes too LOL.

Anyway, i don't think 'Fame' is recommended to be watched. Majorities rated 2/5 for it. Or maybe you guys should just check that movie out yourself. :D

No pictures today! Cos my sister and her boyfriend went seperate ways with me and my classmate. :(

PS: I didn't get to mug physics today.. I'll do it tmr!

Heartbreaking

2009-09-26T00:30:00.002+08:00

I've just done getting over the animae fetish. You guys really really have to watch this animae call "Clannad"
It's a sad story but a heartbreaking one too.
I've cried alot while watching 18 episodes of it, thanks to Roy LOL. There's still like.. 8 more episodes to go. Haiz. I'm wondering how many more tissues am i going to waste. I've already used up half of the tissue box and my mom's complaining :(

Back to serious business. I'm going to seriously mug physics tmr morning with Peiyun and Sabri at Changi airport. I'm sooooooo going to sec5! I want my psychology and business course T________T

Oh by the way, Rachel asked me a weird question out of the blue.
R: Would you like to have an apple or a plum?
Me: Huh? What was that question for?! o_o
R: Answerrrrrrrrrrrr~
Me: Plum!?
R: Wow. Your answer was unexpected. I thought you'll love apples haha.

Actually, there's more than that for a question. Plums have a smooth skin concealing its soft flesh. Plums are soft and fragile. They can preserve their taste in our mouth for a long period of time. They quench your thirst. Although they are sour, its only for awhile. They are sweet too.

I don't really know what the heck is Rachel talking about. But i somehow have a hunch that it has something got to do with relationships again lol. Sigh.

PS: Riders of the storm, One with the wind.

Beloved

2009-09-23T15:39:00.004+08:00

7 years ago, we would always go to school as early as 7am in the morning on purpose. To play, fool around, bully the guys in class, used the class computer without permission and even copy each other's homeworks sometimes. Although we have flaws in us, we still became good friends. And it is because everyone of us in the clique were equally important, no one was exceptionally the best.

We would skip our recess everyday just to play hide-and-seek and catching in the school building, even in the eco-garden.
We would stay back together after school to have lunch and talk our hearts out in one table.
We would cry together when one of us got bullied.
We would help each other out when any of us have difficulties.
We would cheer for one's triumph.
We would stand up for one's mistake.
We would share weals and woes together. Be it drenched in the heavy rain, fell on a mud puddle, tripped over the stairs or got reprimanded by teachers. We were always there for each other.

But not now anymore. Even so, those exultant moments we had created and shared were all worth keeping in my heart. So i hereby, sincerely wish one of my gracious friend, Theodora To See Long, a vvvvvvery happy birthday! May your hardwork and stresses would bring you your As! : )

Cheereos

2009-09-22T21:22:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HABIEZ ❤

-gleams-

PS: N LEVELS FTW!

Tit or Tat

2009-09-18T00:41:00.002+08:00

Something keep telling me that yesterday was friday instead of thursday then i was thinking to turn in at 5am. Lucky i've got my sense back or i'll end up skipping school later -_-
I'll post something longer verrrrrrry sooooon! Tune in to my blog in about.. 13hours time from now! -12:45am Friday

PS: I feel so accomplished today cos i've just completed another set of physics paper and my chinese essay! 8D

Ooz my intelligence

2009-09-13T15:04:00.004+08:00

I feeeeeeeeeeel sooooooooooooooo G_Gfied! I can't concentrate on my work, i'm having severe headache and my appetite is failing. What a day man.

Things have to be done:
1) Complete Chemistry TYS
2) Complete Maths TYS
3) Complete Physics TYS
4) Revise and practice POA from Oxford's txtbk (consists of 614 bloody pages)

Things that are progressing/completed atm:
1) Chemistry 3/4 done with at least 12 blanks in total
2) Maths 4/6 done with no blanks
3) Physics- NOT EVEN TOUCHED! -'-!
4) POA- totally done

THIS IS UBER FREAKISH. And i'm suppose to spend four days completing all those like omgwtfbbq!
Worse thing is: I'm going out with my sister to a movie in 1hour time and i'll be back at 8+ in the night. Wooooohooooo. Good game. I'm wishing for a bazooka and a rifle pointing at my head, ready to give me a peaceful lifetime.

Come people, i shall show you my very precious :D

Spicy tomyum

2009-09-09T16:23:00.005+08:00

Somehow I think Liv Tyler is effing hawt. Don't you think so?

Emma Watson too. So preeeeettaye! Can't she be Isabella Swan in New Moon?!@#$%^&* T_T

English in Humanity

2009-09-08T21:08:00.004+08:00

The battle with English is comminnnnngggg. Please allow me to make a pact with you. You ought know i love thou, English. Accept my love or i will cease myself in humanity! HAHAHAHAHA. -.-

PS: I'm going to learn the violin version of my blog's song. 8)

To score or snore

2009-09-08T10:48:00.002+08:00

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG. Social studies paper is in 3hours and 10minutes time. I feel nausea but its going to be exhilarating right? Spending 1hour and 30minutes to crack your brain for government policies. How beautiful. Crapppppp. Tsk, i'm screwed i guess. Bye.

Sleepless night

2009-09-07T02:57:00.002+08:00

I still can't get to sleep so i tried changing my blogskin to another one and i changed the attractive title to that. It contains almost a spoonful of sarcasm so don't laugh at it. How does my blog look like now? Looks better and livelier right?! Say yes or i'll hate you :) There are two things i don't like in this blogksin; the font type and the colour of the fonts. Not nice o_o
Alright. I should try turning in now. Have to wake up at 8am for my appointment (rebonding) lermao.

Goodnight!

2009-09-07T01:31:00.002+08:00

I can't get to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeep. No one's entertaining me now at all cos tmr's the N level Mother Tonge Paper. I'm not taking it so i'm still revising my social studies and i'm stuck in the Sri Lanka and Northern Ireland chapter! Hope i can at least finish that chapter before going for my rebonding. :(

PS: I'm so jealous of something/someone right now. LOL.

2009-09-06T03:51:00.002+08:00

Hip hip hooray! I've just spent three hours to complete an english essay for Mrs Norlinda LOL. DON'T LAUGH. I had a very hard time doing that dumb essay okay. Danial just told me something uber funny. Some teacher in our school have a very flowery name! Hua hua = flower/flowery in chinese :3

PS: Should i rebond my hair or not? >(

2009-09-04T23:17:00.004+08:00

On the 1st of September
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY LIYI~
No cakes but at least we had a great time at Ichiban Sushi!

xoxo, kudos! :3

2009-09-02T23:46:00.008+08:00

I was so tired after studying that damn social studies so i went onto surf the net and i was busying with my tagged account. I just can't help laughing at those guys pictures at the 'Meet Me Matches' they're picts are totally.. Epic phail LOL. But there's this ONLY guy. And i really mean only. He caught my attention very much. First in history (in my life) i've a great premonition that i'll definitely go ga-ga with this guy. He's freaky charming with those foreign features LAWL. Trust me, girls, you might tend to drool at the first sight you see his picture. Even i can't resist his charms @___@

SEE THIS:

Too bad this guy in the picture don't belong to singaporeeeeee :(

PS: I didn't know there are so many wanderers are interested in my msn add lawl.
PPS: I'm changing my email add right after my national exams

2009-09-02T20:43:00.003+08:00

Dear audience, i'm proud to present you my most amazing yet boring videos of my 5 annoying kidz! LOL. Sit back, relax and enjoy the videos.
Note: Each episode won't last for more than 1minute.

PS: He's back.

2009-09-01T20:32:00.003+08:00

PS: Omg. It's like 6 more days to my first paper :/
PPS: I've just went to get a Ted Baker specs lmao.

2009-08-31T21:58:00.003+08:00

Unknowingly, long gone, far away.
A week more to my social studies and english national exams and yet..
I'm still hesitating to take a step futher. Even if it's just an inch, i panicked. I'm petrified, paranoid to disclose my darkest secret unintentionally.
I can't help being afraid. I dislike to show the frail side of me. But after knowing that you did not intend to accept my doings, my heart actually sank. It shows that i've been doing too many meaningless stuffs for you. I didn't know you're ready to take off to the climax. Never for once, you show a determination to do something right. Never. Sometimes i'm wondering if you're taking eveything for granted. You want freedom, but have you ever thought of how to even seal it? You're good in keeping things to yourself, you're even a professional in venting your frustations in any manner. You just care about yourself, you wouldn't care about other people around you. You wouldn't even know that you've actually hurt them deeply. I admire the way when you would care less about anything just to satisfy your wants instead of needs. I don't know when will you realise the horrible mistake that was fault 11 months ago on her. I just hope you'll know that time and tide waits for no man.

- gasp
Back to serious talk here. First thing first..
ANYONE WANTS TO DATE ME OUT ON THURSDAY FOR A MOVIE?! LOL.
I need to watch "I love you, Beth Cooper" badly.
This blonde is effing hawt! : Hayden Panettiere

Secondly, i'll need Anu's composition sooooooooooooooooooooon before i'll get r.i.p during my english paper T_T

2009-08-18T21:45:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMADD! NO CAKES, I'M SO SORRY. LOOOOOOOOOL. :D

2009-08-18T21:34:00.003+08:00

First thing first. I just realised that almost 70% of the books i was so obsessed with actually had a small part of sexual contents LOL. Please don't judge me as a sicko or perverted slick. I'm none of both okay. Believe me or not, i didn't know that 90% of romance/family stories can lead to sexual stuffs. But.. So what!? I love the book man - The Duke & I very nice story of how a duke's father mistreated him as an idiotic mute toddler when he was only at the age of three. Hmm. I'm still thinking if i should go to the birthday party outing tmr, my schedule's dam tight until this coming sunday.. I've a fxxking long birthday list to cover lol. Damn it!!!!!!

2009-08-16T18:18:00.002+08:00

Back to posting again babies! Can't wait for the dismissal counting down in 11 minutes time wooooohoo. Did anyone knows that i'm in high spirits nowadays? Hahaha. It might look fake in this post but trust me, i feel very intoxicated now. Damn. Looks like i'm gonna spend my off-work time to partehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Don't be jealous my kids (umairah, anu, farhanah & daniel) a little more older and you can be like me. 8D

Off to party with my mistresses -thumbsup-

Bad days go on

2009-08-04T01:40:00.002+08:00

How do you describe the word 'disappointment'?
Or maybe 'betrayal'?
Its irksome. Right now, i've got nothing to say anymore.
I'll take back whatever i've helped you to get. I didn't know you're so worse.. than a bitch. Really.
It has obviously proven your true colours and change. Its time that we'll end our close relaitonship. You're not the person that i've known anymore. You do not exist.

PS: I feel nothing but only a commandation to excel.

Disgusted.

2009-08-02T03:09:00.003+08:00

I freaking hate the way you show your weakness so easily.
I thought you are stronger than me but it appears that you're not. In fact, a whimper.
I'm starting to get annoyed and disgusted with how you're solving things. Your thoughts and resolutions are so naive.. or maybe beyond naive. Just how many times do you want to get hurt? Or does it feels good to get hurt by someone you love so deeply before? You suck. Seriously you suck. I don't mind if you'd changed because everyone do change eventually as in how you look, how do you feel towards somebody. You've got manipulated so easily by her obsessive look i bet.
I'm not suppose to hate or dislike anyone.. but you made me do so tonight. I really hate you alot now, Justin Lee Xing Hong. Your secret conversation with her better not be exposed or i'll definitely hate you for life. Effing bastard.

2009-07-29T15:21:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST SISTER!
LOVE YOU BAYBEH.
BE HAPPY ALWAYS & SMILE. (your face looks fierce without smiling) :D

Regrets

2009-07-28T22:31:00.002+08:00

I'm going to dump aside every single thing i'm having in my thoughts now and i'll chose to be my other self for the time being. Cos i know someone might need me now and its really time to say goodbye to my complicative serenity.

To my beloved Wifey:
I have to really apologise for not being there for you when you need someone to care and concern about you. I've been way to selfish. Only thinking about my own being. But now, don't ever hesitate to ring me up for accompany cos i'll be there for you once i pick your call. Be strong, don't isolate yourself. Be positive, don't be disheartened by just some unnecessary matters. Be reponsible, live the life that you're given gracefully and fruitfully. I'll walk this route with you no matter what. Love you :)

Like a blade.

2009-07-19T17:27:00.003+08:00

My brother's cute. My brother's so cute. My brother's very very cute.
LOL. I don't know is it because it has been a long time since i saw his round face and an oval body shape. He's just being chubby. Omg, the worse thing is i love the way he smile sarcastically.
Another thing, my sister said she'll get me a guess wallet (my own choice) for playing her facebook restaurant city. How absurd. Anyway.. YAY YAY YAY. :3

PS: I met him today, by coincidental. My heart wavers. I cried.

2009-07-12T22:11:00.007+08:00

Fucked up.
Just shut up and go away.
Leave my life.
I'm lead astray.
I'm not myself anymore.
Ever since you appear, you've become an intruder in my life.
Pleasant or unpleasant.
Inflicted much hurt on me.
Making my world go round and round.
A person who prioritise my life.
But now,
A total stranger.
I don't know you.
I wonder if you ever know me.
I wonder why can't you learn how to shut and go.
Is it so difficult?
Its difficult i know.
I've experienced it before.
-laughs-
You're so hot and cold.
You're so fickle-minded.
You're so vulnerable.
You're so rendevous.
You're so immature.
You're such a jerk. Or maybe instead, a pretty bastard?

You're so eye-catching.
You're so delirious.
You're so adorable.
You're so carefree.
What a pretty slick.
You've attracted me, then ruined me. Very successfully. Clean job. Flawless. How nice.

You asked me: What do you want from me?

Now i'll answer you very truthfully: I want nothing from you. Just stay where you are. Don't make me fall for you again and again. I love it, but i detest that feeling now. Do you know how much effort do i need to just bloody forget you? Don't ever come near to me. So get out of my sight.. I'll much appreciate that..

PS: I love you. I miss you. I'm so jealous. Again.

2009-07-09T23:31:00.002+08:00

2009-07-09T23:12:00.006+08:00

''Chub's''

2009-07-05T17:40:00.003+08:00

I just remembered what Brandon told me..
Sub-consciousness. People always ask me what the hell does this word means so now i'm gonna explain the meaning of this word clearly and carefully, once and for all.

Eg. When someone claims that you're fat, its your choice to treat it as a compliment or an insult. Likewise, if a person thinks you're anorexic, you can tell yourself confidently that you're just being slim and acceptable. It is the matter of how you're going to judge and certify that's person's remark/comment. It is part of your perception in life.

If you still don't understand.. Then i'm sorry that i can't explain it into simpler terms. Hmm.. Brandon's theories are overwhelming my mind.

What is love? What is fear?
When there's love, fear will definitely be exist too.
Its like you love this guy but you're afraid to tell him, you're afraid that after you start this relationship, it'll be a failure in the end. You're afraid of getting dumped, you're afraid of getting two-timed, you're afraid of everything.. You're so afriad but yet, you still want to love, wanted to be loved because 'love' is part of our life activity every single day. Of course, including family and friends.

Love, love, love. What a troublesome thing in life.. Do you know how to love? No you don't. Almost 93.7% of the human population doesn't know what the heck is love about. Oh and, don't look down people who have unpleasant appearance, (eg. Me) cos i can show you that my perception in life is higher than anyone else. :)

Regardless friends, families, enemies, lovers, admirers, criminals, murderer or whatever kind of men in this entire humanity, love them for who they are not what they are. Even if they had made a grave mistake, learn to forgive and forget. I know there are some personal cases which can't be forgone but, you just have to remember and remind of yourself what are their good points, but not recall their bad points. You see, judging a person is actually your choice of thinking. On how you want to think negatively or positively. And that will show whether you're independently grown or you're too dependent on this society.

Note: Learn how to love yourself before loving anyone else. This is the only tatic to empower 'love'

The times we spend

2009-06-21T16:24:00.006+08:00

On Thursday,

On Friday,(The day when i had my confessions)

On Saturday,

Vacationing in anu's hut

2009-06-18T22:46:00.001+08:00

Guess what? I'm currently in Anu's house; in her room rotting on a wheeled-chair with a desktop and a laptop on.
So she went for blog visits and we coincidentally came to some girl's blog and saw her bob hair and i mean super ''originated'' bob hair-short ones. Currently my hair is also almost like her but better looking at least right! Cos i've a beautiful but not a perfect long tail beneath my short-cut bob. Understand what i'm trying to rant and explain? If you don't, then i'm very sorry to say ask you to find a better english interpreter :x
Right now, at the moment, Anu the bossy old hag is complaining about how nice smelling her room is with the seaweed stench dispersing from me. Seriously...

ANU YOU SUCKKKKKKKKKKKK. -points middle finger-
Thunbs up, you haggy nub! :D

Fyi, Anu doesn't know how to spell ''p-a-w-n'' awwwwwwwww.
And we're both posting each other's secretive and unpleasant actions. Heh
See.....
SHE'S POSTING ABOUT OUR CONVERSATION! ASDFGHJKL.
GO AND BANG WALL PLEASE.
YOU STILL SUCK BAYBEH.
YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY BAYBEH~

Anu's jealous of my caps alphabets haha.
Anu: Are you done?
Me: No
Anu: Slowpoke
Me: (shutup will ya?!)
Anu: -whipers 'nbcb' to herself- LOL.

My damn phone have been ringing for the past 5hours today so i'm wondering if it'll survive till 6am later. I'm replacing Silvia for tonight! Back to the old days again huh.. Looks like i still love to work in night bars lmao. (Don't get the wrong idea)

OH! Did i tell you guys that a 30+ foreigner wanted to take my number during the IT Fair? Yuck! He's dam old i tell you. But he still purchased a laptop from me so that's what i'm happy about having him as my customer LOL. Another of my colleague wanted my number too but he's around 23 . Geez.. Old people nowadays look youthful. Rofl.
One more thing, i chatted with an american guy for 20mins during the fair. He's from Texas and i love his accent! Superb and of good quality. Haha. He's the Senior Manager of taking in-charge of the imports of continents from big ships.

PS: I love you too much, and enough to let you go baby.

Notice

2009-06-14T02:41:00.004+08:00

I'm terribly sorry for neglecting my blog.

I've been too busy working these few days hence, i'll resume my blog posting on Monday, 14th of June. Thanks. Sorry for the inconvenience! Haha :x

HEADLINE:

Paris Hilton is spotted to be having very intimate relationship with Britney Spears.

-picture of Paris and Britney lovey dovey-

Ps: I'm not going to be meddled with. Think twice.

Beloved

2009-06-07T04:45:00.003+08:00

6th of June 2009 Most Featured Picture:

Look at the cam while washing your dishes, momma! :D

Reminiscence

2009-06-07T00:01:00.003+08:00

Went to attend one of my relative death anniversary and i wore the wrong attire; short pants. D:
So i'm gonna remember to wear jeans tmr!
Guess what?
...
I SAW MY LONG MISSED COUSIN LOL. He's still as humorous as before he went to serve his national service.
Had a fruitful time at the ceremony and i realise how heart breaking it is to recall passed times, those happy life activities you've went through with your closest families, friends and even relatives. It had been hard on remembering that but it'll be easy to move on i guess.
I went through 2 times of the ceremony then i stopped going for the third cos i feel inappropriate with improper clothes on me so i went to find my MOST charming cousin. He took 5 continueous shots from my sister! How cute mansxzc :D
When i get home, i got bored while waiting for my sister to bath for freaking 25mins so..
I explored my phone's inner camera and.. I took unglam pictures of myself.. Don't laugh dokay :(

2009-06-06T03:16:00.003+08:00

Blogger seriously suck big time.
They messed up my post D:
Anyway, read the posts as you match the pictures to each sentence.
I'm probably gonna use livejournal.

PS: I missed your presence just when i needed help to get out of the pit. I miss you, but i'll try to forget what you had left in me.

Blogger ftl!

2009-06-06T02:30:00.002+08:00

Pictures

Headshot.

2009-06-06T02:09:00.019+08:00

On Thursday,
Me, Anu and Daniel met up at 1130am to do our english assignments but me and Anu ended up late, partly its because of my fault because.. I've always been late for outings ~_~
So we went into school and waited for Umairah, Farhanah and Zakiah for their Malay consultation to end. But apparently Farharnah didn't went for the consultation so she came before Umairah and Zakiah.
The most important thing is..
we didn't complete even one of our assignment for that past 2hours!
we were busy chatting away and laughing our heads off for don't know what reason :O
Oh, and i found something unique in Daniel's pencil case
After staying till 5pm for our dnt coursework, Anu realised she left her house keys with Danial (that dumb Brad Pitt who left the dnt consultation earlier than us)
Me, Umairah and Farhanah accompanied her to retrieve her keys from that ungentleman Pitt! >(
We were bored so we found a nice chatting place which is in the Sengkang CC to talk about stories, craps and some other conversations
Farharnah got bored and she posed something smexy while Umairah hid her face.

On Friday,
Skipped dnt consultation and went with Cheryl to watch Hannah Montana!
She's pretty being Miley instead of Hannah cos of her wig i guess.
As we were going to get our tix, we saw this 'dinosaur exhibition' in the concourse area of the ground floor
Which was uber dumb lol.
'I love you, man' movie looks interesting. It caught my eye -grins-
Had a big feast for my lunch and dinner during the movie but Cheryl only had one pocky stick of all the choices aww. :(
PICTURE OF THE DAY:

Funny!

2009-06-04T14:34:00.000+08:00

I TELL YOU. THIS VIDEO, THANKS TO ANU'S RECOMMENDATION, IS FREAKING HILARIOUS LOL. Be humble, be humble! :x

PS: Fear and love is the emotion manipulation.

Randomness of the day

2009-06-04T13:52:00.000+08:00

I'm still on phone with Anu but..
I didn't know Anu was such a saddist..
Anu: Anu love herself -laugh crazily-
LOL. L-a-m-e! >)
Pearlyn: I'm writing something bad about you
Anu: Ya, jealous of my cute backside right
Pearlyn: Don't be disgusting!
(stop complimenting about your cuteness)
She was frying mini chicken wings while talking on phone
how nice was she to make my stomach growl after seeing the chickens! :(

while i had an egg for dinner rofl.

Bienvenido!

2009-05-31T02:00:00.000+08:00

Woooo! My blog has resurrected again.. and again! ^_____^
Hope it won't die again lol.
I'm here to pour out how bad my results are for the mid year papers..
English - Passed
Chinese - Passed
Maths - Failed (as usual)
Combine science - Failed (damn physics)
Combine humanities - Failed (cos of geography)
POA - Passed
D&T - Passed

Look at those.. disappointing results :(
But..
I will work harder for prelims and n level! -grins- :3